never imagined that it would feel so hard.
[CAUTION: emo state usually means emo poetry-]

And;
so this is what it feels like
when its all been planned and done
so this is what it feels like-
the taste of forbidden want.

whydoyouthinkitsimpossible?

oh you should have seen me a while ago;
actually holed myself up in my room listening
to nothing but the smooth allure of westlife;
and trying not to feel so stupidly miserable.
astonishing. had no idea i could be so emo-

but (pea)nuts to that, cuz i was!!

spent my supposed last day in ny,
ironically (not) in ny; but hanging out with a
good majority of CT'08 as young delinquents
[probably cuz we missed a good deal of school]
in j8 for lunch and a movie! =)
ahh, the promise of unbridled teenage frivolity-
before being chained to the heavy shackles of
exhaustive and demanding tertiary eductaion!
[naturally, i was tempted!]

had a great time today-
talked to basically all of my fellow classmates
today, and they all really
left a wonderful impression on me!
will try to describe the more memorable moments
mmm
when we played taiti after a loong repreive =)
when i saw every (scandalous) photo on yc s handphone ^^
and heard his piano playing, and it *rawrs-
sounds really good! (oh goodness, he just
jumped from grade 5 to 8, and he s playing like a pro!)
the times where we could spent a good ten minutes
talking abt just where to go =)
getting back my incorrigible test results =P
(i shall have to mug harder and smarter!)
when we had lunch, and i still dont see whats
so funny about a plate full of fries for lunch-
though it was really amusing when zy's face got red
from laughing so hard hehs-
then watching the movie, and spending a good half
of the time watching dj's hand reach for yh's hp =)
and the pursuit of happyness rawks! ^^ a lil on the
boring side, yes,
but still deeply touching and inspirational!
after that, walked around a little bit,
talked abt things to do, though sadly-
our plans came to naught as we bid each other farewell
at the juxtapose of the different platforms at the mrt!
thought: if today could be a part of a chapter of my life,
it would be written under: memories!

wonder whatever came of my impromptu present ^^
[hey man, if you re reading this, tell the rest my blog
alright! ^^]

Praise the Lord for He made this special day
wonderfully memorable,
worthy as it is spent in the presence of great friends
and that it now has left me with amazing memories =)
for;
God is in control.